Like all is right in the world and you just feel....................happy. Not that everything is perfect, it just feels okay and right.
This has not been my year for that.
Don't get me wrong, I have had tiny glimmers of that. My walk with God this year has been strengthened so much that I can't even begin to explain it. But every ounce of that peace that has come through our Lord, seems to have come through a trial or a hardship. I've come to almost brace myself when I feel God's overwhelming presence or have a God window opened, because I bet something really big is coming.
And I am so over trials and hardships.
I don't want to be a whiner, but I am- so deal. I haven't even had it that bad. Many have had far worse crosses to bear. But mine are mine, and so they are what I know.
Right now I feel like laying down in the road and screaming 'Take me now Lord'. But that would be fruitless because I am sure I would survive and just loose my legs or something- and how inconvenient would that be?
So I will continue to
So there you have it. But it really is still all good. One day at a time- we can do this.
In the meantime, I will close my eyes and wish it to be July.